Stuart Dallas smashed through his own glass ceiling at Leeds – he deserved more than this ending — The Athletic 10/4/24
By Phil Hay
Back when Squid Game was all over the telly, I got into a
discussion on a Leeds United podcast about who in the club’s squad would have
the best chance of winning it.
You’ll have your opinion, but the right answer was Stuart
Dallas. Avoiding the many ways to die relied on an ability to do many different
things well, and doing different things well was Dallas’ superpower. He never
played in goal and he never played as a No 9, but he made of fist of almost
every other position, so who’s to say he couldn’t have tried? Time and
evolution allowed him to master the most niche of roles: the hybrid 8-stroke-10
midfielder Marcelo Bielsa loved.
The irony as Dallas announced his retirement today was that,
alongside his versatility, he acquired a reputation for being unbreakable: 45
starts in Bielsa’s second year at Leeds and ever-present in his third. It was
Dallas limping out of a 3-0 defeat at Everton in early 2022, the only player in
the dressing room who had not been injured by that stage of the season, which
confirmed that life was conspiring against Bielsa.
But fate can be cruel and it found him this afternoon, his
career over long before it should have been.
I saw Dallas at Leeds’ training ground a few weeks ago, his
demeanour the same as ever: upbeat but philosophical, crossing fingers but not
kidding himself, feet on the ground. One glance at the femur which was badly
fractured in a collision with Manchester City’s Jack Grealish two years ago
told you how much surgery he had dealt with, and to look at the scars and the
physical trauma, it was amazing that Dallas had made it as far as a return to
training earlier this season. Getting back on the grass was a big step forward
but still left too much road in front of him.
There are numerous ways of capturing Dallas’ career at
Elland Road: nine years, 266 appearances, promotion in 2020, three seasons in
the Premier League, a personality and a thick skin which made him and Leeds a
good fit. But what should be said first and last about him is that in 2021, he
was Leeds’ player of the year. The pale-as-a-sheet-of-paper, skinny-as-a-rake
winger who became a full-back and then moved into midfield — who took time to
find his niche — stood out as the natural pick of a bunch which included
Raphinha, Kalvin Phillips and a 17-goal Patrick Bamford. It was not one of
those years when Ross McCormack won the trophy by being the only candidate
worth talking about. This was Bielsa’s Leeds at their peak, the best they would
ever be.
No coincidence, then, that in an open letter today, Dallas
referred to Bielsa specifically. Dallas was someone for whom the penny dropped
immediately when word first spread around the dressing room that Bielsa was on
his way as head coach in the summer of 2018. He likes the occasional Guinness,
but he and Liam Cooper did their background on Bielsa and rapidly clocked the
boot camp ahead of them. They chose to cut out alcohol completely to help make
sure that when Bielsa started cracking the whip, it did not cut them in half.
Cooper was Bielsa’s man from the off. Dallas took a year to properly break in.
Once he did, Bielsa was positively hell-bent on finding a place for him.
Over time, Dallas learned how to manipulate a midfield and
dictate play as Bielsa required as much as Mateusz Klich could. He had the legs
and the pace for the third man-run from deep which proffered his killer goal in
a ridiculous win at Manchester City in April 2021, three years ago today. There
was the proof that Bielsa made people like Dallas go further than they ever had
before. To quote Dallas’ letter, pre-Bielsa “Premier League football seemed a
million miles away at times”. But there was the proof, too, that people like
Dallas were willing to take themselves further; to live like monks, to hit the
weight targets, to train themselves to a standstill. Thriving under Bielsa
needed a certain amount of talent. More than that, it took an impenetrable attitude.
So many in Bielsa’s dressing room had it. And it was never
going to last forever. But whereas others found themselves slipping out of
Leeds naturally, Luke Ayling for one, Dallas was halted in his prime. He might
be 32, but in all his years, he had never looked more sure of himself than in
that first season in the Premier League. He had never played better and never
been better. Confidence bred confidence and life growing up in Northern Ireland
had seen to it that he wasn’t short of a healthy amount of it anyway. He was
influential, he was popular and he was a guaranteed pick. There are very few
ways to rationalise the mistimed tackle which inflicted an impossibly complex
injury on him.
Last season I bumped into him in Thorp Arch’s reception and
asked him if he was doing OK. “Aye,” he said. “I’m just sick of going up and
down these stairs every day,” pointing to the staircase that led from the
dressing rooms to the canteen. The walls around him were understandably
claustrophobic. The fight was on to get him fit, but there were no promises, no
concrete timeframes and no delusional dreams on his part. The injury was a bad
one and he knew what that might mean. It was the only barrier too resilient for
a player who smashed his perceived ceiling at Leeds and earned the right to a
far sweeter ending.
Stuart Dallas said he was “at peace” with the early end of
his playing career after announcing his retirement from football at the age of
32.
The Leeds United midfielder confirmed earlier today
(Wednesday) that his career was over almost two years on from suffering a
serious leg injury.
Dallas had not played a single first-team minute in that
time and revealed he had undergone around seven different operations in an
attempt to recover from a fractured femur and knee damage sustained in a
Premier League game against Manchester City in April 2022.
The Northern Ireland international said his decision to
retire had been taken several weeks ago but kept private until he told the rest
of Leeds’ first-team squad this morning.
“I’m glad it’s out there,” Dallas said. “It’s a decision
which I’m really clear in my mind is the right decision. I’m happy.
“All along I never lost hope (of making a comeback) but more
and more over the last few months, I’ve realised it was going to be really
difficult. My body just won’t get back to doing what I need to do at an elite
level.
“I’ve got to deal with that and accept it. Mentally, I’m
totally fine. I’m at peace with it. I’m gutted but there are people in far
worse positions than me. I’m fortunate to have had the career I’ve had.”
Dallas was hurt during a 4-0 defeat by City at Elland Road
after attempting to tackle Jack Grealish.
He underwent immediate surgery with specialists in London
and said he realised then that his career might be under threat.
His bid to return saw him resume first-team training earlier
this season but Dallas was unable to raise his fitness to a standard which made
another competitive outing possible.
“I knew (how serious the damage was) from the first minute I
did the injury,” Dallas said. “I was concerned then, of course I was. Everybody
was.
“To be here now (to the extent that Dallas has recovered) —
we’ve won, and that describes how serious the injury was.
“I got back on the pitch, I was moving around and doing well
but I just needed more. I’ve had setbacks and two infections in there. I’ve
been to surgery so many times, I think seven times. I’ve been to theatre about
10 times. That itself tells its own story.
“I said to the physios that the reward was to get back on
the pitch for them. The reward changed to being fit and healthy after football.
I’m not fit to get to the level I need to be at. I can’t physically get to it.
I don’t believe that if I was younger that I’d come back with this. The
injury’s been so serious.”
Dallas said he had tried not to dwell on the incident
involving Grealish and had spoken about making the most of a professional
career with two of his younger Leeds team-mates, goalkeeper Illan Meslier and
midfielder Jamie Shackleton.
“They were eating their lunch and we were talking about it,”
Dallas said. “I said, ‘Lads, just enjoy it because in a split second it can be
over.’
“I played (the tackle on Grealish) over and over in my head
but that only eats you up. Don’t get me wrong, there are days when you do think
about it but you have to master your own mind.
“By no means am I a psychologist and I didn’t feel the need
to speak to a psychologist through the whole process. I’ve been strong enough
in my own mind not to let myself slip into that.
“I get that the whole mental side of things is rife in the
game, I understand that and I get that other people aren’t fortunate enough to
be able to do this. I just felt I couldn’t let myself fall into that hole.
“I’ve got a wife and three kids who mean more to me than
anything. I couldn’t be dragged into that.”